If you want me,
You need to show me.
If I push you away,
please just push back,
and declare me as your own.
Because I’ve spent my whole life being unwanted,
And I need to be shown that I’m wanted.
So show me I don’t need to be.
And I will be yours.
I’m always going to fucking feel like this. Misunderstood. Alienated. Alone. Wishing I looked another way, acted another way, talked another way. I can’t fucking take it.
I think I’m just not meant to be happy.